Saturday, June 7, 2008

I'm the worst girlfriend ever!!

Seriously.. I don't know how I got so lucky with the honest-to-god MOST AMAZING BOYFRIEND EVER who puts up with my bitchiness and PMS.

I really need to stop taking him for granted and realize that he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am really worried one day he is going to wake up and realize what a catch he is and realize he can do so much better. You would think my fear of this happening would encourage me to be the best girlfriend ever or at least stop bitching him out all the time but nooo. I feel self destructive. If I screw this up I don't know what I will do. Very unlikely I will ever find someone better than me. I think this is as good as it gets. Not just for me, but in general.

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